Thursday, April 24, 2008

Life unplugged…

Sleep is a luxury I cant afford,like a million other pleasures, instead I sit and stare at this screen wondering what I can do to snap out of this abyss, I am just rediscovering music yet again, having deprived my self of this simple pleasure, I hope to embrace it just to find the peace that’s evaded me for the longest time….

This world, this place, this hole is a place I rather not be, not like I have a choice….
This persistent cough refuses to abate, the dog sleeps peacefully, every now catching a glimpse of me, making sure I am around,

Half past one in the morning, I sit my desk at work, unshaven and unruly I seek to find peace, the stale dinner seems to have worked wonders on the overtly sensitive stomach I proudly call mine. This life needs a new meaning, a new beginning, this life needs an overhaul ..a dawn.. a getaway.. and a lot more

1 comment:

Trista said...

Mehak,
I've read a lot of your blogs and find it too strange that your "musings of a fragmented mind" are almost the same sort of issues I struggled with for most of my adult life, i.e. constantly looking for answers but only returning to questions, and the inability to grasp time, etc.
I am curious to find out if you are similar to me in other ways, such as lifestyle, childhood, type of parents... I'm hoping the comparison could shed some light on us both, and I'd be happy to share some things I've realized along the way. I'm from the San Francisco Bay Area and can be emailed at tryst@navira.com.
Thanks,
Trista