Gaga Yogi to the rescue

In the words of the gaga yogi- nothingness is everywhere, its reddish in color and very heavy.

Heavy yes, I can agree with, I am surrounded with nothingness and it all feels rather heavy to say the least.

This is a strange world, Paulo Cohelo was wrong when he said, if you want something bad the whole universe connives to make sure you get it.

Partially but incorrect assessment of the power of the universe, the problem is when you want something really bad, the world does connives but by the time you do get what you wanted, you just don’t care for it no more.
The United Nations was the epitome of my wants, my desires my needs and my dreams, but being brown doesn’t always help, people less qualified and far less colored beat you to it.

It happened to me, and by the end of it I didn’t care a flying fuck for the UN or its unadulterated beauracracy and discrimination.

So when it finally did happen, I found my self-sitting at the back of my office smoking a cheap cig and wondering why? Why? What did I do to literally deserve this.

All said and done I am in Geneva now, .., and to say the least I am not sure If I am enjoying any bit of it.

All I know is by the time the sun sets on this endeavor, I would have changed for ever and for the worse