The Monster Within.

It runs deeper, the erosion has a different meaning now, for almost a year now I have been crying hoarse for a break, for a holiday, where my laptop and blackberry are no where close, where its just me and the mountains.

Its strange how this worked, or rather what came out of the same, its even more strange come to think of what it has turned itself into. The answer is a monster.

A monster that cant stop growling, rumbling, biting and gnawing at everything around.

When the urge for a break first arose, I was just struggling to meet my deadlines and get my head to things, days turned to months, and months to year and this lill monster grew into something big and deep.

As time passed the wee monster dug deeper and deeper, hiding it self into a cave I didn’t know existed, as days turned to nights the monster hid deeper and deeper and before I knew it, I had lost it, thinking all the while that it had left me for good. But lill did I know that it was hiding deep within and eating me slow without me having an inkling of the same.

Now the monster has taken over, and has complete control of me, it commands my actions all day and rules my dreams at nights, there is no peace, there is no sanctity of my existence.
Its madness, its mine and its here to stay