I sometimes search for those moments which have passed me by, I sit and gaze into the abyss, playing all those moments in my head, wondering what happened, wondering why I cant go back in time and live them just once again?

Just yesterday, I was at the Supreme Court, running my life like I have done for the past two years, riddled with fear and subjugation, the boss making demands uncalled for, for those few moments which I had for my self I was walking to the corner we smokers call our own, with a friend who knew me from law school ( and now works for another tyrant) and we couldn’t help but muse about how life has changed, the two of us were rebels, the ones who couldn’t take no shit from no one and now look what life has thrown at us, a platter full of shit, bosses from hell, who live only to make your lives hell, bosses who cant stand you smile or be happy, where there is no recognition for you work, where there is no encouragement, there is just this dark hole, the rabbit hole which sucks you in deep.