There is more to this life than this, I am sure there is. I know one day, someday, this fear will go away, vanish into the very abyss it came from.

One day, i will no longer be a slave to vagaries of this society, that one day i shall stand arms eagle and breathe.

That one day, everything will be a bluer shade of bluer. The skies will be azure forever.

That day shall come,  and thats the hope i live with and for...