A new beginning...

Back from the land of no return…from the oblivious into the abyss... leaving behind a trail of strewn memories and friends… I move on…move into a new space... a new room... a set of new walls …I am here … and it’s a wee strange…. A new shell… a new roof ... a… new window …a new view to stare into... a new bed to call home…

Its overwhelming... leaving behind all that and more… the rain... the last hugs... the final goodbyes...a paradox of overwhelming emotions… I find myself drowning in the ebbs of its constant flow… there is pain... but it’s all numbed… I feel lost… lost in the vastness of this wee space... empty yet crowded…beautiful yet strange …I shiver... but its warm… the night sky... it looks different… the view it ain't the same… it can never be… the Cathedral its gone… replaced by those meadows…

Change is inevitable… but I hate it… it leaves ya naked…cold and scared…. But this is a new beginning and I am off to make a fresh start leaving behind a whole hoard of issues only to find my self a set of new ones…