That Moment…

Its that time of the day again, you wait for it to come just the way you wait for your million dollar jackpot and then when it finally does come, you really wish it hadn’t, coz it lasts only a few seconds and before you know it, its gone and all it leaves behind is this painful emptiness and nothing in the world can fill the void. That moment is your break of dawn after a long dark night, its your breath of fresh air, its maybe even you life but its gone before you even know it… never to come again… maybe for the longest time.. and then you wish it hadn’t come at all… coz this time its really gone…

You sit there.. and sip on the moment like wine.. .slow and refreshing...taking in every drop of it, you want more… but its too short.. it lasts only a few seconds… but those seconds are worth every bit of it…

24 hours seem like a lifetime when you wait for that one moment, the moment you countdown from the min it had passed. You love to hate it or maybe even hate to love it… you can never be sure, it’s a vicious circle and you find your self stuck in it like being stuck in quicksand…. There is no way out…

The moments finally come….my worlds come to a standstill… suddenly nothing else seems to matter.. I cant even breathe no more…my hands shake.. my body trembles.. it slowly sinks in…but then.. its gone… that one moment of my life I waited for .. has come and gone…