February is almost over, the last I remember I was in Geneva struggling to get back, and now I am back at ground zero wondering what happened to the last couple of weeks, a forced break, an alcohol problem and a major plumbing fiasco, all seem like a distant dream.

I am just waking up again, bleary eyed, stubble et al. I am finding it hard to cope with reality.

I came soo close to a complete breakdown, that having to kick-start my system seems like an uphill task, lets hope this passes too…