What next? Key words, I wish I knew, anger refuses to abate, slavery, exploitation, a raging angry bull waiting to explode, looking for a fight, looking for a victim, looking to devour on a soul.

Adrenalin is brilliant, you can feel it right down to the tips of your fingers, enhanced senses, high strung, you cant do without it, its your only high, its your only release, the anger shuts out the world, your sepia vision is reduced to red, you dream blood gore and death, you hate people, you hate everything, you hate yourself, you hate the very ground you tread on.

Even alcohol doesn’t help, bottles and more have been downed, and the ensuing hangover doesn’t feel all that bad, it shuts out the pain, it shuts out the anger only to return soon after.